Looking for a gay,trans guy for first experience

Looking for a gay or trans guy for my first experience ! I have no experience, but long ago there was such a desire to try with a guy ! I think that in me there is a desire bi men !I want to try to suck each other, to touch my whole body and butt, I want to feel femininity in myself, I want to suck, I want to caress my butt . If we like everything and get very excited we can try each other's ass ! Also looking for a trans girlfriend who will help me to feel femininity, who will dress me in sexy lingerie, show me how to behave and with whom you can fool around ! I am waiting from you a letter with size, weight, height and photo !